You know what? Who'd have thought that an archer was all it took to help me forget the guy who was the reason why I started making blogs here.
Well, the only problem now is I'm hungover with archer but whatever. It was never gonna happen anyway. This kind of dream doesn't come true. Don't believe in fairy tales and happy-ever-afters 'cause you'll just get disappointed, believe me. Don't even get your hopes up, it'll suck even more when you find out that it ain't ever gonna happen. I'm not a pessimist but admit it, I have a point.:)
You know what's worse than hate? INDIFFERENCE. When he hates you, at least he still cares. Indifference, on the other hand, will hurt like hell. You know he doesn't care. You know he doesn't give a damn. You know for sure that when you die he's not gonna be there and he'll let your ashes' ashes burn til the most minute particles shrink into oblivion and not even give a damn at all. That's how that's gonna friggin hurt.
HE WON'T REPLY TO YOUR TEXT MESSAGES.
HE WON'T ACCEPT YOUR APOLOGY BECAUSE, WELL HE WON'T BOTHER TEXTING YOU TO LET YOU KNOW.
HE WON'T BOTHER GREETING YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY.
HE'S DATING.
IT'S NOT GONNA MATTER TO HIM (EVEN IF IT BUGS YOU) THAT YOU KNOW A HANDFUL ABOUT HIM AND HE KNOWS NOTHING ABOUT YOU. NOTHING. NADA. NIL. ZERO.
HE DOESN'T ACCEPT YOUR INVITE ON FACEBOOK...OR MULTIPLY.
I GUESS THAT'S CODE FOR "GO AWAY!", HUH?
SO WHY CAN'T I GET THAT THROUGH MY HEAD?
---> will i ever learn? lol
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